My goodness, I’m sick of essay writing. I’m sick of deadlines, staying in my house, having the same intractable issues before me, having headaches from lack of sleep, lamenting my disorganisation, having to leave the house when under-prepared for the world outside, needing to get up in the morning, feeling that time is both pressing and meaningless... and I'm even more sick of my lack of motivation. And drinking so much coffee. Christ.